I slept little yesterday after work, but lord did I pay for it later. I around 6 or 7 I fell asleep and didnt wake up till 1 am. Then I stayed up for a whole 10 minutes and slept until 630am. Shhhhhhhhit! Much to do today! I want to start doing a …
Reading
23 Things They Don't Tell You About Capitalism
Ha-Joon Chang
- Sideways.
- In a cautiously indirect manner.
My So Called Life
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My So Called Life
500 parade
Cinnamon and I walked down to the Indianapolis 500 Parade. I took a bunch of pics….
He looks hot, she just looks dim. :)
I wish someone would have told me that President Bush was gonna be in the parade.
Sabrina, you need to zap some decent …
I'm a goof
What I lerned at dictionary.com
I feel like life is a crabwise slamdance.
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My So Called Life
ponderings
Loss of Innocence
The Loss of Innocence aftermath of the affair by Kelly O’ferrell
“This is not the face of an ingenue; this is an old soul in a new body- wary, wise to her own long past, on to the wiles of the world, and having miles to go before she …
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Been a Long Time....
Hey kids. I haven’t written in this journal for a while. It just got too painful to write “I love you, I think of you everyday, and I miss you.” I feel better now, and I do believe things are looking up for the future. I want this …
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My Sweet Children
T-Hows it hangin? Hope ur doing well, …..lol…I know ur doing well, I hope ur staying out of trouble :)
N-Your account will be opened this weekend. If you want to access it, I am sending the info to Moms.
D-Hows my girl? I miss your …
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I Understand
Kids, its been a long time since ive posted last. How many times can you say…I LOVE YOU. Or that my heart breaks every day that I dont see you. That its been so long, your voice has changed, and I dont know even what you sound like. I miss …
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Everyone Hurts
Hi kids. Well, its almost been a year since I’ve seen you, but it seems like 10. I know less and less of your life..and that kills me a little each day.
N- Son, your response to all this has hurt me the most. I was told you dont want to talk to …
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A Year
Its getting close to a year of me not seeing you. N- Mom told me that you no longer want to speak to me. I understand that you must be very mad at me. I hope some day you can see how hard all this has been for me. I didnt just decide one day that I …
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As Time Passes
D.- Every day that passes..I know you a little bit less. Dont take that not knowing as not caring. I love you more today than I ever have. I hope you know that someday.
N.-Son, I know your confused, and prolly embarrassed about your Dad. This isnt …
my best (writing)
childhood
Running Away... A Lesson Learned
As a young boy not quite eight years old, I set off to run away from home. My mother had made me eat cole slaw and forbid me to watch my favorite superhero, Wonder Woman. I had had enough, so I started packing. I found my mom’s curler carrier. …
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Thankful
Kids, today is Thanksgiving, and by all rights, I have very little to be thankful for. I dont see you anymore, and I speak to you rarely. One thing I am thankful for is your existance. I hope someday that you can understand how hurt I am, and how …
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My Hope
Talked to N and D today…how I miss you! N..damn son…..you sound so…old. I guess that means im getting old too! D, you sounded so confident…..thats a great change..Im glad you like school. Seeing you again has kept me going …
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Barbie Car
Hi D, I sent you a battery for your barbie car. Every day that passes, my heart breaks a bit more….my children I love you all……I am trying to work towards being able to see you….N, D and T…I think of you every day. …
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Driving Around Town
T- My gawd you’ll be a man soon. Driving around hitting the town…with your windows rolled down….I love you.
Marti
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Laugh, Cry and Remember
D- I think about you every day. It makes me laugh, and cry, because I remember who you were…but I dont know you now. Wish I could be more in your life. I love you and miss you more than you’ll ever know.
Daddy
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Like Me
N-Gonna see if I can call you this weekend from work…I love you so much and miss you very much. I have spent much of this week preparing for my new web site release. Got some pics from mom, gawd..you look too damn much like me! I love you son. …
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Spirit Lives and Grows
T…………..I am so proud of you! Not worrying of being short now R u? I love your strong spirit. LOL…its funny, its the spirit that ive seen in your Aunt J. I wish there were some way to make this all better. The only …
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My Heart Aches
D….saw some pics of you from your 6th birthday…..I miss you so much. I misss you hugs….and you sitting on my lap. My heart aches….someday my daughter….we shall see each other…..
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Living Monument
This is my living monument to my children. Im not sure how you wandered here….but if your one of my children…I love you. Read on.
This is a place for me to post info and thoughts for my kids….as I cannot see them anymore. My …