If your say you love me, you should be able to show it in your words AND your deeds. Anything less is just flummery.
Reading
23 Things They Don't Tell You About Capitalism
Ha-Joon Chang
- Sideways.
- In a cautiously indirect manner.
I'm a goof
Word For The Day.
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good times
My trip to the Zoo/White River Gardens
Omg…the flowers at White River Gardens are breathtaking.
Then I went to the Indianapolis Zoo which is right next to the Gardens.
This pic made me think of the Patriot Act and what it has done to the privacy and personal rights.
This …
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special events
Pride Extravaganza!
My Friend
Lexy from Boston came into Indy on Friday night. I met her out at the airport, then took her back to the apartment. I had to work, so I showed her the apartment, then went to work.
Cafe In the morning we went to a nearby cafe called …
ponderings
Famous Dead People
Honestly, all this Reagan worship freaks me the hell out. Thousands of folks line the street for a man they didn’t know? Weird. The only way thing I can even remotely relate to is a twinge of sorrow I felt during Lady Di’s funeral, but …
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Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday Nick! I LOVE YOU!
:)
Guess what I gotcha?
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a must see
Oldfields-Lilly House & Gardens
Last October 17th was my 36th birthday, and it’s a long story…but that day I was felt very depressed. I had just met 
supersarah5 and she knew how shitty I was feeling on my birthday…so we went out to Oldfields-Lilly House & …
ponderings
Farty Jones and Pathetic North Americans
Yahoo News ran a story about Smarty Jones that stated, “By then the backyard was in near-silence. There were tears on little girls' cheeks and expletives shouted into the air and big, strong guys with their heads buried in their calloused …
My So Called Life
More Weather Fun!
Went out this morning and took more pics. If it looks bad, thats because it is.
Spooky. A bit more pressure on this fucker and SNAP...down comes the power lines.
This is how it looked from across the street.
I found this one a bit of a jolt to my …
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Rain
Sirens! Tornados!!! I need a blankie and a closet ...and ill sit in there and suck my thumb. :)
lookin all evil
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMY! *sniffle* Im scared!
I keep telling myself a tornado hasnt ever hit Riley Towers. LOL......
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Sleep Sleep ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I slept little yesterday after work, but lord did I pay for it later. I around 6 or 7 I fell asleep and didnt wake up till 1 am. Then I stayed up for a whole 10 minutes and slept until 630am. Shhhhhhhhit! Much to do today! I want to start doing a …
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500 parade
Cinnamon and I walked down to the Indianapolis 500 Parade. I took a bunch of pics….
He looks hot, she just looks dim. :)
I wish someone would have told me that President Bush was gonna be in the parade.
Sabrina, you need to zap some decent …
I'm a goof
What I lerned at dictionary.com
I feel like life is a crabwise slamdance.
crabwise KRAB-wyz, adjective:
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ponderings
Loss of Innocence
The Loss of Innocence aftermath of the affair by Kelly O’ferrell
“This is not the face of an ingenue; this is an old soul in a new body- wary, wise to her own long past, on to the wiles of the world, and having miles to go before she …
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Been a Long Time....
Hey kids. I haven’t written in this journal for a while. It just got too painful to write “I love you, I think of you everyday, and I miss you.” I feel better now, and I do believe things are looking up for the future. I want this …
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My Sweet Children
T-Hows it hangin? Hope ur doing well, …..lol…I know ur doing well, I hope ur staying out of trouble :)
N-Your account will be opened this weekend. If you want to access it, I am sending the info to Moms.
D-Hows my girl? I miss your …
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I Understand
Kids, its been a long time since ive posted last. How many times can you say…I LOVE YOU. Or that my heart breaks every day that I dont see you. That its been so long, your voice has changed, and I dont know even what you sound like. I miss …
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Everyone Hurts
Hi kids. Well, its almost been a year since I’ve seen you, but it seems like 10. I know less and less of your life..and that kills me a little each day.
N- Son, your response to all this has hurt me the most. I was told you dont want to talk to …
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A Year
Its getting close to a year of me not seeing you. N- Mom told me that you no longer want to speak to me. I understand that you must be very mad at me. I hope some day you can see how hard all this has been for me. I didnt just decide one day that I …
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As Time Passes
D.- Every day that passes..I know you a little bit less. Dont take that not knowing as not caring. I love you more today than I ever have. I hope you know that someday.
N.-Son, I know your confused, and prolly embarrassed about your Dad. This isnt …
my best (writing)
childhood
Running Away... A Lesson Learned
As a young boy not quite eight years old, I set off to run away from home. My mother had made me eat cole slaw and forbid me to watch my favorite superhero, Wonder Woman. I had had enough, so I started packing. I found my mom’s curler carrier. …
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Thankful
Kids, today is Thanksgiving, and by all rights, I have very little to be thankful for. I dont see you anymore, and I speak to you rarely. One thing I am thankful for is your existance. I hope someday that you can understand how hurt I am, and how …
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My Hope
Talked to N and D today…how I miss you! N..damn son…..you sound so…old. I guess that means im getting old too! D, you sounded so confident…..thats a great change..Im glad you like school. Seeing you again has kept me going …
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Barbie Car
Hi D, I sent you a battery for your barbie car. Every day that passes, my heart breaks a bit more….my children I love you all……I am trying to work towards being able to see you….N, D and T…I think of you every day. …
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Driving Around Town
T- My gawd you’ll be a man soon. Driving around hitting the town…with your windows rolled down….I love you.
Marti
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Laugh, Cry and Remember
D- I think about you every day. It makes me laugh, and cry, because I remember who you were…but I dont know you now. Wish I could be more in your life. I love you and miss you more than you’ll ever know.
Daddy